dear myself

hi i just want to talk to myself. i lose myself again. macam jumpa jalan mati. ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat aku. i knew nobody is gonna pick me up except me. alaaa susahnyaaaa. rasa cam banyak sangat masalah. i just wanted to talk to someone. tapi why the person i wanna talk to selalu buat gaya macam tak nak cakap dengan aku. bila wassap balas lambat la, blutick la, balas sepatah sepatah la. eee geram laaa. in the end im the one will be going back and forth to hate you and coming back to you. ahh bencinyaa why i didnt have much person to talk to so i wont be so upset if one person like you ignore mee. i dont deserve thisss. i know i really dont...

there's so many incomplete work, tesis, internship, studyyy. ya Allah takde semangatnyaaaa. i know i should be takut sebab banyak benda tak siap. but im likeee a lost boy that not ready to be found. hmm sedih nyeee. sedihnyee kene hadapi benda ni sesorang. [nangis dalam hati jap]

im so confused. like fucking confuse. fuck fyp!

blabber, forest city jb

hey girls and guys,

so i just notice that my pageviews increase omg, haha setahu aku laa tak ramai pun org tahu pasal blog aku ni melainkan dia stalk aku. haha by the way, whoever you are, you are most welcome here.

happy chinese new year everyone!! gongxi gongxi

today my family had a short getaway to forest city, johor bahru. im not sure exact location dia kat mana either kat iskandar kepe. bcoz my father exit kat gelang patah. tapi tempat dia dekat je.

this is one of my family's fav spot kot untuk lunch dulu. tapi kira dah lama gilaa tak pergi sebab aku selalu kat asrama pastu aku masuk u lah pulak. then, siang tadi once again dapat merasa seafood kat situu. nama kedai tu yeo sekeluarga kepe tah. camtulaa. yang penting sotong masam manis dia sedap ngatt.

so basically, forest city yang aku pergi ni cam sebahagian daripada bandar yang bakal siap tak lama lagi. tadi tengok model dia. nampak canggih kot. dia buat cam 3 layer tau. kat  layer atas ada cam jalan utk lrt/ktm. second layer utk rumah. kira kat layer tu rumah jelah, takde kereta okayy. layer kat bawah baru ada jalan raya untuk kereta semua. unique doh. pastu, cam apartmen apartmen yg bakal siap ni boleh nampak pantai. omg how heaven is that.

 Taman reaksi+pantai dia lawa gilaaa i really wanna picnic here. so i guess we'lll stop here as i have other things to do. just drop by here to update this poor blog.

love, shae