new blog , sleepover , old friend

i'm only up when you're not down , don't wanna fly if you still on the ground  

nak cuba tulis blog , tapi still tak tahu nak susun bahasa elok elok . apa apa pun at least i tried kan . okey sebenarnya before ni dah ada create beberapa blog dah termasuk dengan tumblr pun . but all those blogs ended up being neglected . #sorrynotsorry . tapi sebelum ni memang tulis benda tak berfaedah pun . pasal feelings lah . macam tah hape hape je . kurkur sikit . tapi kali ni macam nak tulis something yang macam berguna , informative , inspiring . ceh sembang je . benda yang macam memorable pun bolehlaa . 

and i hope that i could gain readers from what i write . sebab mestilah kita nak orang baca kan apa yang kita tulis . barulah rasa macam tak sia sia . kalau tak nak ada orang baca baik tulis dekat diary . during my younger days , i used to have diaries because there are so many feelings inside me that i couldn't keep inside . so i wrote it down to make it go away and stop bothering me . tak tahulah kenapa masa dulu dulu emo sangat . hormon tak stabil mungkin .

and one more thing , i hope with writing this blog i could increase my writing skills . kah !

okay . sekarang ni saya dah masuk semester 4 dah pun . tinggal dua sem je lagi nak habis . hmm kenapa lah rasa macam sekejap sangat . sem ni rasa kena buat betul betul sebab banyak yang kene kejar . CGPA terutamanya . orang lain ada 16 jam kredit je . yang kau sampai 18 . tahlanak . rasa macam impossible , rasa macam tak mampu . tapi saya still go on and cabar diri sendiri . do or die . 

that's one thing . 

here's another thing . okay apa perasaan kalau dapat tahu your highschool bestfriend is going to the same university as yours . that is what happened to me . i couldn't be more happier . i'm like so happy . sebabnya masa form 4 dia pindah maktab and that's one of the sad thing in my life . but i'd also learnt some life lessons from that . not all people that we love will stay in our life forever . we don't deserve to be sad over people . sebab tulaa kita perlu belajar jadi independent . takkan la hidup kita nak bergantung kat orang je . 

memandangkan sekarang ni tengah weekends so kitorang pun buatla sleepover party . 

gambar kat bawah tu hasil make up daripada ingredients yang ada kat gambar first tu . chocolate bar pallette tu bau dia coklat sangat . love it! 200 pictures in one night .

okay lah pens off now . sayang semua 😘😘